Sunday, June 27, 2010

TiMe To ThInK!!!!!

Human, 
easily influenced by people
easily influenced by everything
easily corrupted by everything....

there is a reason for me
to be born
there is a reason for me
to be alive

but 
until now 
i couldn't find the reason
why 
i'm still here...
on this earth...

i hope
GOD can give me 
strength
to over come these obstacles
to be a better human...
to be a better person
and 
to be a better son...

Help me GOD!!!!

Sunday, June 13, 2010

WAR!!!

Human
hungry for glory,
hungry for blood,
hungry to murder,
hungry for destruction
and they are hungry for WAR!!!

War
what they can get from it?
what they achieve from it?
and what will be the end?

What will happen
if all human die in war?
the would will have new river
that is blood river!!

Mother nature,
why are you still patient
where is your anger?
Why show mercy to human...

because She is a Mother,
her mother only loves her Kids..
If a mother can love her Kids...
why don't we 
her children love each other...

Human are all human,
there is no boundary,
no matter what is our color skin,
no matter what is our blood group,
no matter what race we are, and
no matter what religion we are....
all given birth by a mother
and breath the same air
and have same blood color
and will die one day...

No one will live forever,
No one is Immortal here, and 
No one is different here...

We are only different in mind
we are only different in heart and 
we are only different in the way we think....

A mother,
when she consume,
that will be the happiest moment for her
she will dream a better future for her baby
she want everything fulfilled for her child

imagine 
what will be her feeling when her child died in war
her innocent little child 
who haven't see the world
died in a war...

What can War give back to her
can the war give back her life
can the war give back her child..
or even can the war bring peace in her

There are no Wars ever brought Peace in human
it only brought chaos in life

i want peace
stop killing innocent life
stop killing others for your own benefit
its better you die 
rather than sacrificing million life for you
Your life doesn't worth million life...

i want peace in world
so that my son and daughter can breath a better air,
Air that not polluted by war and blood
Air that is not been polluted by 'stupid' and 'power'... 

I want peace for all..
Peace is only way to solve problem
only way to give up our arrogant
and betrayal
to have a better world
because that's the only way
to safe the world...

Hence, I want peace
i still want peace........


Thursday, June 10, 2010

I saw GOD!!!



Just sitting on a chair,
enjoying few moments...
smelling the fresh smell of mother nature...
plus some fried fish smell from kitchen..

looking outside of the window,
staring at the far away mountain
wondering the beauty of mother nature...
The third mother of my life...
The mother that has millions of children...
not only humans
but all living creature
and also
not lifeless objects...
For Her all are same...
A mother
who see all her kids
as the same, Now I
wonder how everything evolved
from a single cell or
single atom,
Only She Knows...

Now,
turning my eyes
to look at a hen
trying to cross the road....
amazed
when a lady stopped her car
just to let the hen to cross
the road...

what a strange moment...
what a wonderful lady...
showing her love to even a small animal...
which, who knows will become
someone else food...

amazed by the lady,
at her early 40's
i fell for her smile
the smile she throw at me...
i lost my words...
totally lost...

I saw Love
I saw Peace and
I saw God
in her
which i failed to see in me
which i failed to see in all...
which gave me a new way
of thinking

Thanks Lady,
Thanks God
for a wonderful lesson
Lesson of Life...
Life is always like that.....
full of lesson from
HIM
to show Life is Like That....

My Angel...





Today, i read story about the woman i respect next to my mum...
The woman i call 'Mother' after my mum....
Sorry...
I suppose to say an 'angel'...
A living Angel... an Angel still living in our heart...
I read about the life story or biography of Mother Teresa...
I realise a lot of thing by reading that...
What a woman or what an 'angel'...
She sacrificed her whole life for someone else...
She spend her whole life in a different country...
She even love people that she don't even know...
The only world she knew was God...
The only word she Kept in Her heart was Love...
The only thing she knew to do is Help...
She helped everyone...
She still helping everyone...
She helped me...
She is still helping me...
She made me realize the Whole World...
She made me realize the worth of my tears...
She made me realize how meaningful is peace..
Why can't all human Love peace as My Angel...
Why can't people choose Peace...
'Mother Teresa' didn't see one's religion...
My angel didn't see one's background...
All she saw was God in one's heart...
All she show them was kindness.... Through
a simple SMILE...
SMILE worth everything....
I love You my Angel...
I love Your lesson... to
show kindness to all...
and i Love PEACE....




My mind...

There are a lot of things in mind...
i don't know what to think
and what to do...
why am i like this.....

there is only one way to solve this problem....
Pray...
Prayers will solve everything...
It will solve all the problem...
It will solve all the complication in my mind..

hope my prayers will be answered...
hope my prayers will be answered one day....

Hope is the only solution now...
to calm my mind...
and have peace in me...

'Hope'
i only can hope on you....
please....

Amma

Birthday

Today is my mother's birthday...
10th July 1957 is when a young baby born in India....
A place which was called as Karaikudi in Tamil Nadu...
A female baby was born at night in a small house....
She was welcomed by her mother, father and her grandmother...
together with them,
was a cow and a goat waiting at outside...

After 53 years,
now she is in Malaysia
far from her mother land,
far from her mother,
far from her father who is already 'past away'

The saddest part of her Life is
She just get to
Know That her father past away after 8 months...

She cried for a whole day,
cried because could not see her father for past 28 years,
cried because she could not help her father on his last days....
cried because she married a useless man...
cried because crying is the only thing she can do...

She is now
with 5 kids...
They are grown...

Now, she is
in a normal house.....
sleeping on her bed....
just wish this day would pass
as other normal days
wish would see her mother
wish that her father would be here...
wish that all tears will be answered...

but still,
she is in the house
That she still love as it is...
on her 53rd Birthday......

Happy Birthday mum....
I love You...
I love You more than anything...
I love you more than my life.....

Thanks mum.........