time to think.....

It's been long

since i expressed myself...

there are so many things

trapped in my mind

and

i donno how to get rid of them..

well, here i am

trying to find

a solution

for problems 

that will never end...

there was a moment 

something struck 

my mind..

am I doing the correct thing??

am I making the correct decision???

am I on the correct path??

until a moment

i told myself

there is no more of questioning myself 

whether I am correct or not...

but it's better to keep on moving...

as the best diamond obtained from the hardness it undergo

(or so they say it)... 

so, time to think is up........

now time to do some actions...

as every action has its equal reaction....

so the reactions from my actions will be

directed to me

and i must be 

ready to face them

and 

i'm ready for it baby...

bring it on

(but in my heart...

oh no!!! i'm doomed...)

hahahaha.......

this is the reality....

every one of us wanted to face the devil inside us...

but how far it's true..

how far we wanna face it and accept the truth...

the question remain unanswered....

as my lecturer always says " tepuk dada tanya selera"...

well only we know our appetite....

hehehehe...

Life is Like That......

Thanks.....

One of my friend
told me that
my words are complicated
and whatever i post is BS....
well,
i told him
thank you...
for his honest statement...
for i do not post
in my blog
to impress anyone...
these are my words in my mind...
my way of writing and expressing...
i don't mind...
and i don't care....

Life is Short

Once a man told me 

" life is short,

enjoy the maximum, 

do whatever u want,

break some rules 
and 
be rebellious"... and 

another man told me

" Life is short, 

do as much as good things possible, 

try to help people 

and 

help those who need you,
follow the rules 

and 

be good to everyone".. and

then only i realize that 

"Life is short, 

do what satisfy my heart, 

do something that will make me smile..

then i realize 

being ME will satisfy my heart 

and 

make me smile....

LIFE IS LIKE THAT....

WAR!!!

Human

hungry for glory,

hungry for blood,

hungry to murder,

hungry for destruction

and they are hungry for WAR!!!

War

what they can get from it?

what they achieve from it?

and what will be the end?

What will happen

if all human die in war?

the would will have new river

that is blood river!!

Mother nature,

why are you still patient

where is your anger?

Why show mercy to human...

because She is a Mother,

her mother only loves her Kids..

If a mother can love her Kids...

why don't we 

her children love each other...

Human are all human,

there is no boundary,

no matter what is our color skin,

no matter what is our blood group,

no matter what race we are, and

no matter what religion we are....

all given birth by a mother

and breath the same air

and have same blood color

and will die one day...

No one will live forever,

No one is Immortal here, and 

No one is different here...

We are only different in mind

we are only different in heart and 

we are only different in the way we think....

A mother,

when she consume,

that will be the happiest moment for her

she will dream a better future for her baby

she want everything fulfilled for her child

imagine 

what will be her feeling when her child died in war

her innocent little child 

who haven't see the world

died in a war...

What can War give back to her

can the war give back her life

can the war give back her child..

or even can the war bring peace in her

There are no Wars ever brought Peace in human

it only brought chaos in life

i want peace

stop killing innocent life

stop killing others for your own benefit

its better you die 

rather than sacrificing million life for you

Your life doesn't worth million life...

i want peace in world

so that my son and daughter can breath a better air,

Air that not polluted by war and blood

Air that is not been polluted by 'stupid' and 'power'... 

I want peace for all..

Peace is only way to solve problem

only way to give up our arrogant

and betrayal

to have a better world

because that's the only way

to safe the world...

Hence, I want peace

i still want peace........

I saw GOD!!!

Just sitting on a chair,

enjoying few moments...

smelling the fresh smell of mother nature...

plus some fried fish smell from kitchen..

looking outside of the window,

staring at the far away mountain

wondering the beauty of mother nature...

The third mother of my life...

The mother that has millions of children...

not only humans

but all living creature

and also

not lifeless objects...

For Her all are same...

A mother

who see all her kids

as the same, Now I

wonder how everything evolved

from a single cell or

single atom,

Only She Knows...

Now,

turning my eyes

to look at a hen

trying to cross the road....

amazed

when a lady stopped her car

just to let the hen to cross

the road...

what a strange moment...

what a wonderful lady...

showing her love to even a small animal...

which, who knows will become

someone else food...

amazed by the lady,

at her early 40's

i fell for her smile

the smile she throw at me...

i lost my words...

totally lost...

I saw Love

I saw Peace and

I saw God

in her

which i failed to see in me

which i failed to see in all...

which gave me a new way

of thinking

Thanks Lady,

Thanks God

for a wonderful lesson

Lesson of Life...

Life is always like that.....

full of lesson from

HIM

to show Life is Like That....