Wednesday, August 10, 2011

time to think.....

It's been long
since i expressed myself...
there are so many things
trapped in my mind
and
i donno how to get rid of them..
well, here i am
trying to find
a solution
for problems 
that will never end...

there was a moment 
something struck 
my mind..
am I doing the correct thing??
am I making the correct decision???
am I on the correct path??

until a moment
i told myself
there is no more of questioning myself 
whether I am correct or not...
but it's better to keep on moving...
as the best diamond obtained from the hardness it undergo
(or so they say it)... 

so, time to think is up........
now time to do some actions...
as every action has its equal reaction....
so the reactions from my actions will be
directed to me
and i must be 
ready to face them

and 
i'm ready for it baby...
bring it on
(but in my heart...
oh no!!! i'm doomed...)
hahahaha.......
this is the reality....

every one of us wanted to face the devil inside us...
but how far it's true..
how far we wanna face it and accept the truth...
the question remain unanswered....
as my lecturer always says " tepuk dada tanya selera"...
well only we know our appetite....
hehehehe...

Life is Like That......

Sunday, March 20, 2011

life with plankton

This is the time to scrabble something on my blog...


i'm suffering everyday
facing plankton day by day...
identifying and counting them...


they are not easy to see and
easy to identify...
giving me a hard time to keep focus...


sooner i'm gonna look like panda
gonna have marks around my eyes...
keep on looking at microscope...


when this gonna end...
when i'm not gonna see plankton anymore....


LIFE IS LIKE THAT.....

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

new road....

well, its been a long long time since i updated my blog
well, this time is not gonna be something serious but i'm only gonna talk
about my little life and choice that i made few days ago...


now,
i have taken a new road...
the road that not taken,
not even by my grandparents...
but only me...
me and only me............


i hope the choice that i made will not bring any problems...
any disaster to my little life
small and fragile life...
i hope GOD will
always be there to help me


may god bless me...
LIFE IS LIKE THAT!!!!

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Thanks.....

One of my friend
told me that
my words are complicated
and whatever i post is BS....
well,
i told him
thank you...
for his honest statement...
for i do not post
in my blog
to impress anyone...
these are my words in my mind...
my way of writing and expressing...
i don't mind...
and i don't care....

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

No Title...

No words to say...

does time really heal our 'wounds'...
i don't think so....
days are passing....
time is still running...
i'm counting the months as well...

but the wound u cause in me... 
is still fresh...
like the incident just happen yesterday...
i won't forget u...
forever....
i will remember u and what u did to me...
Life Is like That......

Monday, October 4, 2010

Life is Short

Once a man told me 
" life is short,
enjoy the maximum, 
do whatever u want,
break some rules 
and 
be rebellious"... and 
another man told me
" Life is short, 
do as much as good things possible, 
try to help people 
and 
help those who need you,
follow the rules 
and 
be good to everyone".. and
then only i realize that 
"Life is short, 
do what satisfy my heart, 
do something that will make me smile..
then i realize 
being ME will satisfy my heart 
and 
make me smile....

LIFE IS LIKE THAT....

Thursday, September 9, 2010

i hate this.....

i hate this
totally hate it
why i can't find
peace in me

what i did wrong
in the past
why karma is
keep on hunting me
God
what is my fault
i can't take it anymore
i don't know what to say

i feel like being stabbed
with millions of knifes
i feel terrible pain in me

i hate this
i hate this
totally hate it...
God please give me strength
to overcome this
i beg u god
Please.....

it's hurting
hurting a lot.........

Life is Like That.....